Update

We have had a pretty exhausting day.  It started really good, we were shown how to change Emilia's bag and she had pooed a lot!  Which was great to see.  They are going to take one more x-ray but I don't think we have anything to be worried about.  So all is well with Emilia.  I had her out for about 3.5 hours and she was super calm the whole time, a little treasure!

Eva sat on Jens but she was really wriggly and her monitor kept bleeping all the time, which meant the nurses kept having to increase the amount of oxygen she was getting (not good!).  She looked really pale too :(  The lovely American nurse (who loves speaking English with me!) got the Dr to come and look at her.  They decided to test for everything straight away so we are waiting for the results to come back.  As soon as we put her back in the incubator she was fine again.  The nurse told me that sometimes this can happen for no explainable reason, but they have covered all the bases and taken tests which feels reassuring.

It is hard to explain the feeling when there is constant beeping.  I feel completely exhausted (but not tired) and am going to go and relax in the bath where I won't be able to hear the sound of the football game that Jens is watching.  I am also going to eat chocolate and crisps and drink a big glass of fanta (I would love a big glass of wine!).